blurt it out

sometime i just want to scream at the top of my lungs and its so hard to not crack when it is crunch time. I was looking at my Senior year book awhile ago and someones quote was like "real stength is not giving up when eeveryone else would understand if you did". And thats how i want to be, but it is the hardest thing to not curl up in a ball and cry for five hours.

Classes are definitely getting alot more demanding, i cannot wait until i'm done with them. I only really like my AutoCad class and maybe health. Rel Ethics, but most people dont realize that hey, i have 6 classes. I cant have all thing shit due at the same time. oh well. hopefully i will have the strength to keep it together for 5 more weeks.
Next year i'm getting a single room, i'm so excitted. I just need to get this whole job situation sorted out and i will feel much better.

sorry the blogs aren't very intresting lately, just trying to stay strong.