Waiting is not all that it is cracked up to be.

The one thing i absoultly hate doing is waiting by the phone for a call. Does it really take ALL that much of work to pick up the phone and ask how someone's day is going? Or to write an email or send a freakin text message. It is not that hard, if you're thinking of me, let me know. So maybe you're not evening thinking about me, thats cool too. It is just frustrating when I try really hard to make everything nice for someone and they dont really thank me for someone. Or they kick me out when i'm working quietly just like they wanted. Sometimes i want to give up. Love wont let me give up though, its a cop out. I dont even want to give up, i just want someone to send me a message once and awhile to say that they're thinking of me and hope my day is going well.
oh well.

Sweet Life

Sometimes things just go so well. Even though right now, I'm pretty sickly, its great to know that some things will just work on their self. Whether its a new opportunity for me or a close friend, or even just having someone close to you let you know that they care. I'm only like 5 days away from pay day, and that is a wonderful feeling knowing that soon i will be able to go to bojangles just once. haha. I'm really hopeing for this upcomming change, that i can't really say much more about at this time, but it will be wonderful. I know money isn't everything, but sometimes it can really be helpful. I am usually happy, with or without money, i think its more about a change rather than the money.
Money cannot now make you happy, for example. Heath Ledger died...i mean what the hell? He seemed happy, he had everything he could've ever neeeded or wanted yet he still overdosed on pain killers. It is really sad. Obviously I don't know him, but to think that he felt so lonely that thats all he could think to do. Hopefully no one i know feels that lonely.
So all in all, things will work out most of the time, money can be helpful but is definitly not everything, if you're not happy before you have money, you wouldn't be happy after you have money.

Snow?

Wednesday afternoon my mom called to inform me that NCSU was opening two hours late on Thursday because of the threat of snow. Naturally I, and everyone else, assumed that we would be opening two hours late as well...seeing as we're right across the street. That night a few amazing people put our pj's on inside out and backwards and did a snow dance outside in the court yard. We were out the dancing for snow for a good 45 mins before someone called security on us. When i woke up in the morning and looked outside i saw...NOTHING no snow, no ice, not even frost. I did however lots of cold rain. So i check the website just in case. Let me tell you, Meredith College is MEAN, not only did we not have a delay, when we went to our school's home page in big yellow highlighted words said "CAMPUS ANNOUNCEMENT", so of course i got all giddy but i kept reading: "CAMPUS WILL OPERATE ON A NORMAL SCHEDULE." I was sad, so i was cold and wet and gross all day.
It is SUPPOSED to snow tomorow afternoon. we will see how that all works out, it would be pretty sweet though to see MC all covered in snow again.
Classes are going well but i'm definitly back, so much to catch up on already, that is probably what i should be doing right now, oh well. I really like most of my classes so far, except BUS 300, so very boring.
Cloverfield is tonight, i'm ready! i hope its good and not lame

oh goodness

So i've been sucked in to the blogging life. I am work and need a new work hobby. As much fun as jigzone.com is, it's starting to give me a headache. I like to ramble, i like to rant actually, and while i'm at work i like to day dream. Which I have found to be a very stupid thing, no real good can come of it. I really think that I should be very happy with the way my life is now, and not try to imagine something better. I know i will probably continue to day dream about my vacation i want in Mexico or Italy, and dream about how i want to design hotels...maybe in Mexico or Italy? see there I go again.
On another note; I think i know why i like Bojangles so much, I don't really eat much during the day and Bo's definitly had enough calories for the day. Its said that your body often craves what it needs, so maybe i just need fatty fried chicken sometimes, I'm pretty OK with that.