To procrastinate!
so lately i've just been feeling like i've been standing still while all my friends, and people i don't even know, are moving to bigger and better things. I know I need to patient but sometimes i don't want to be.
Life on the whole has been going well, i've gotten two big projects done, minus the printing.
okay short but sweet.
:)
So about two months ago my mom gave me her old iphone. Now, knowing my track record with phones, I never really wanted to pursue getting one, I was quite happy with my phone that I had at the time. However, who's going to pass up a free iphone? not me!
My boyfriend got an iphone a few months before and he kept saying how much it "changed" his life...I got quite the laugh from this. How can a phone change your life? OHH it can.
Now everywhere I go, i can accomplish so much: check my email, facebook messages, check traffic to avoid accidents, check the weather in different cities if i'm traveling, and write down notes when i think of things i need from the grocery store. This list can go on and on for quite awhile, but thats not quite the point.
There is so much other things that I could be doing besides checking my email every 15 minutes of the way. It does make some things better, but i feel that it really takes a tole on relationships. I am as guilty as the next person, but there is always a phone on the table, and if lights up, we might be busy for the next few minutes.
I want to do phone free nights...but I some how think that that will never happen.
September is here and it could not be a more perfect first day of it. I got to wear my new scarf, with flip flops today and drive to school with my windows down.
Here are just a FEW things i'm looking forward too:
Sweaters
Boots
Hats
Scarfs
Afternoon naps when the sun sets at 5pm
Flannel Sheets (yes I WILL have some soon)
Pumpkin Spice Latte- going to have to happen sooner than later
Pumpkin Ice Cream
Pumpkin Pie
Halloween costumes
Watching Nightmare Before Christmas for the millionth time
CORNHUSKIN'
Tights
Senior Parent Night
Thanksgiving food
Danielle's Wedding
and .... and.... and....
I just LOVE fall.
I think I just always want what i can't have, I know i'm going to be begging for summer as soon as its too cold to ever wear my bathing suit again. Thank goodness for hot tubs. :)
Well I guess I should get back to school work...
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So I am now a Senior college, and i'm kind of freaking out. I already have projects due in a week along with tests and homework. EK!
I thought senior year was supposed to be easy... oh well.
Recently I have been contemplating a lot of different things that I haven't really put much though in before. Like grad school? I really don't want to go, but I really don't know what else to do sometimes...I guess I can always go back to grad school if it comes down to needing it. I might be fun to teach college level... Also I have no idea what I'm going to do about my work situation. This is my last year of being careless and not really needing to worry about bills and ...student loans... I just really want to be able to enjoy this time and not have to stress about if I can or can't go because of work. For now I think i will just keep going, and see where that takes me.
I know something will work out, just not sure what it will be yet.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE: I have lots of amazing friends and love hanging out with them and I am super glad I will see them more often because we're back at school.
Let me just tell you that I am very annoyed with stores lately. I don't know why but they always have one of the door locked if they have double doors. I ALWAYS go for the locked door! It drives me crazy. What if there was a fire and everyone was trying to get out but people couldn't because one of the doors was locked and there was a stampede to the other door and they couldn't get out!
Just thought I would share that
Today is the first day of senior year! well, almost, it's the first day of Orientation Crew! I cannot believe how fast these four years have gone by, it's crazy. I feel like just yesterday I was standing in my room at home with boxes packed and new bedding ready to start freshmen year. A lot has changed within these past three years, and I am sure that even more will change this year, but it has really been an amazing time!
On the bright side i get tons of more t-shirts! :D
This week has been so long and I have been so out of it, that I just posted about my weekend twice...fml.
oh well it was a really fun weekend...
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This past weekend/week has been so crazy, I'm not quite sure where to start.
My really good friend Jesse turned 21 on Sunday, so naturally we had to have a party. It was so much fun to finally be able to go out to bars and clubs with her, I'm pretty sure she had a really good time. I am so excited about the up coming and going out!
Sunday I had a whole list of stuff I was planning on doing...I didn't do any of it. I slept around all day and then Carol and Em came over to watch Entourage and True Blood.
Monday after work I went to VC's lake house, which is so much fun! It was the first time I had ever been on a speed boat and it was just so relaxing to sit out there in the sun. I did see a gator though...in the canal behind the lake, so that's a little scary.
Next week i'm only working one job YAYE! I cannot wait to be able to have some free time and get ready for school.
3 weeks. AHH.
I really do not know why I felt the need to stay up until 5:30 twice in a row, but I did it, and now I'm paying for it! I am worn out! This weekend was so fun! I love just hanging out and relaxing with my friends/roommates...which is just what I did on Friday night. And then huge amount of partying on Saturday night. However, Sunday was just as good because I did nothing...I should've at least done some laundry...oh well!
Today I'm going to the lake with Carol, VC and Lindsay, i'm really looking forward to chillin and doing nothing.
This week is pretty much the last week of Summer Camp at Raleigh School of Ballet, which means summer is almost over. I really had a lot of fun this summer, just wish i took more pictures to prove it! Next week is going to be amazing because i only have one job for the week! SWEET. Maybe i'll actually be able to make it to the pool a few times?
BRIGHTNESS POST
My feet really hurt from wearing heels on Saturday night...but at least I didn't sprain my ankle!
Soooo yes I wish i was at Comic Con, that would be so much fun! First and foremost because of the fact that Disney has a panel and is discussing both Alice in Wonderland and a Christmas Carol. I am So beyond excited for Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland. I know alot of people don't really care for Tim Burton, and alot of people probably wont like what he is going to do with Alice, but I love his direction that he is taking on it. I think the acting will be amazing and all the sets will be beautiful. I love the original Alice in Wonderland, but I think this will be completely different, see as it is a "sequel". You just have to think of them separate and not think that he is trying to remake the cartoon.
Also at Comic Con there are discussing Tim Burton's other movie "9" which also looks good.
There is a Dexter panel with Micheal C. Hall. Dexter is just phenomenal, I really want to read the books, I think that it would be really interesting. Also, speaking of books, there is also a True Blood panel. Yes that show is amazing, you can't deny it.
Not to mention it would just be fun to see everyone dressed up, meet people and find out even more things that I am interested in. There is also talk about Iron Man 2 there and perhaps a "300" 2?
i'm done nerding out now but one day I will go to Comic-Con and it will be awesome!
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Caro
quicky....it was really crappy outside on monday and I had to work all day...but on the brightside it will be nice out next monday on my day ofF!
I don't think i'm really looking forward to school starting. I'm finally starting to get into the groove of summer. But now i'm working on schedules for August, back to planning socials, and i'm sure will be attending a bunch of unnessary meetings.
a normal week would look like this.....
everyone who goes to Meredith, however, knows that this will not stay so empty. There will be meetings, practices, socials, and late night trips to cook out.
saying it that way sounds fun...but not when you stay up until 3am doing homework and then wake up at 7 for class....fun!
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Technology can be such a wonderful this, as I am just discovering this with my new phone> It is amazing how much i depend on it, i'm either on the computer, watching tv or playing a video game. I listen to my ipod in my car and while i'm at the gym. Somehow though i feel as though technology is taking over, i know this is a common theme and that everyone says this, but just today it "clicked" for me. I talked to my mom for her first time on G-Chat today, she is in Canada right now visiting family. She ended the conversation by saying "later". My mother just told me Later...not bye, have a good, or love you...but "later". I think it is absolutely hysterical that she said that, but it's crazy that I havn't said more than 3 sentence to her in almost a week. She said she'd email me. I admit that i'm guilty of this too, everyone knows that when you need to talk about something difficult with someone it's easier to do it via AIM than in person, let alone the phone.
Really I feel as though I give up a "certian" amount of technology, I try to not depend on it...which i do. but the kids growing up just get a PSP thrown in their face and are told to be quite.
maybe there is still hope...
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So i really can't resist a good deal. I love finding something awesome on sale. I love outlet shopping and can always talk my self into getting something if its on sale.
last week i went shopping and decided to go to Anthropolgie because they just opened a store in Southpoint, I really wasn't planning on getting anything, even the sale rack was beyond me, but then I found the most amazing black cotton dress for 20 dollars, needless to say i got it. I can't wait to wear it for my friend's 21st!
Well last night rob's sister was so nice enough to tell me about the Real Simple subscription for 5 dollars! I am so excited for this next year! 5 dollars is less than one issue at the store, so i got it!
Now if only i had gotten those shoes at Urban that are now not one sale....le sigh
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I think i have a plan. Well i DO have a plan, i just hope it works, i have to talk to some people in the next few weeks, but i'm pretty happy about everything. I know i just have to be patient and know that everything will work out. I'm slowly starting to take care of my self. I know that I have had a lot of help from people, mainly one person and I greatly appericate it, but I am really hopping to be able to stand on my own two feet soon. It might take awhile before this can happen, but I know it will happen soon.
On another note I think I am ready to just graduate, I'm not really too excited about actual Senior year. I think i'm just worn out from all our (many) traditions. I know that it will be a fun year, but I really just want May to get here so I can have a huge party and then get back to reality. I just don't like having a plan. I am trying very hard to not wish this time away because I know I can never get it back, so i'm just trying to get through.
Now I need to run to the bank and watch a movie in bed since i got about, hmm, 2 hours of actual sleep.
I really don't know what i'm going anymore. I feel like i'm just going through motions and nothing is actually getting done. I don't feel like i'm moving forward. Worst of all is i feel like i'm losing everyone around me because i don't have time to make a phone call let alone meet for diner, I can't keep going like this. School could not come sooner. So i could get some free time back (yeah right). I just don't know what to relay on any more. Everything seems to always come back to me because i'm not putting in enough effort, but i have to work. I don't really know what else to do, but something needs to drastically change or I am going to lose it very soon.
So i know i promised a brightness post...sorry i have been sucking but here are some things.
I have been working alot, but when i am home i enjoy just relaxing instead of getting bored
I really miss my friends who i havn't seen in like two weeks, but i have made some really fun new ones!
I don't get to spend enough alone time with rob, but it makes it when we actually do get those few hours even more amazing.
Well i think that is about for now. I am still trying to keep looking on the bright side, which is hard sometimes.
But right now i need clean clothes so i have to do some laundry!
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I know its been awhile and I really don't have much to say, execpt for the fact that i was bored and found this:
I am in love with it, i first saw it as a center piece on a table at a wedding, which i would totally copy but the cheapest i can find is like 30 dollars, but flowers would probably be that much anyways, and i can keep the candle holder, but either way i want one.
Not to mention i LOVE ghost chairs 
I want two as the head chairs in my house, which might not match a nice huge oak table i also want, but i will find a place for both. just you wait!
so recently it was brought to my attention that i often try to look on the bright side of things, which i do. I think that it is very important to look on the bright side and to keep things in perspective! So i will have a weekly Brightness post to keep focused on the good things.
Yesterday while i was at work it was very slow, so i ofered to get a man some soup so he didn't have to get up. I poured it all over my hand and now i have a heat blister, it sucks alot. BUT at least it wasn't busy and i was able to keep it under water for awhile.
So try to look on the bright side everyone!
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Last night was my friends 21st birthday party, which are always the best birthday parties! So after work I went and picked up Emily, Carol, VC and Kala and we went to the party. We were all really excited to go to a house party, it has been so long since we had one and its like a million times cheaper!
I usually don't like DD-ing but last night we stayed long enough that i was able to have one or two drinks and have a lot of fun, yes i danced. I just think it's so fun to watch drunk people interact. I learned quite a few things!
My glasses are awesome
I'm so much better at beer pong sober
All my friends like Hint of Lime chips which makes me happy
Target shoes are best
and C is for Crap!
and drunk people love cookout...but i knew that one already.
I'm so sad that summer is almost 1/2 way over.
I guess i just need to love every minute of it!
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i just wrote like a whole paragraph about what is pissing me off lately but then i got a flash back to high school when i would do that.
So i think i'm going to go to just go to the gym and try to make it through today.
I got a new job working at Hope Valley Country Club, i'm waitressing and stuff. It is a really awesome job and so far everyone is really nice.
I really needed a second job, i could not sit at home every day just waiting for Rob to come home, i was losing my mind. I work pretty much every night, but its really not that bad because if people want to go out i'm only done at about 10 instead of like 2am. Very nice!
Plus i get to wear a super cute outfit...haha except not.
Then last night I got to go hang out with some awesome girls which was really fun. It's really fun just chilling at home and talking about every thing with your friends. I'm sure we'll be doing it again soon!
Also because I now i have a super cool job where i actually have to walk around, i needed new shoes! Usually i would be really happy about getting to buy new shoes but i wasn't really excited about these ones, they had to be all black and comfortable. So I went where i never thought i would go...Crocs. 
I now wear these, they even have a "Shoe charm" which lucky my pants cover up when i'm at work. But they are super comfortable. So now i'm all ready to work! I get my own tables today, i'm a little nervous about but as long as TODAY isn't busy i should be good to go.
Next week i work every day at RSB and prob at Hope Vally too...so i'll try to update as soon as i can!
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So it's been almost a month sense I updated, but a lot has been happening.
First of all I moved out of the dorms forever! I'm so happy to be off campus. While I do miss the free printing and I am sure I will miss being able to take a nap during an hour break, I love being able to cook good food, sleep in an amazing bed, and be able to see my boyfriend more.
Next was my friend Hanna's bridal Shower, I was a little nervous about going, but it was a lot of fun. We played some games which i totally would've won if I Hadn't left early. She got a lot of awesome presents. The next day was graduation where I went to see all of '09 graduate including some friends. It was fun, just long. I'm not looking forward to having to stand for an hour next year! This was also Mothers Day which I celebrated the day before by taking my mom to see Star Trek, she was very happy. I was pleasantly surprised by it, it was really good.
Then I went to Disney with Kala, Ashley and Jesse. It was soo much fun, we did almost everything. Yes, we were there for 6 days and still didn't get to everything. Despite the masses amounts of children I think that Magic Kingdom was my favorite. I loved seeing all the princesses and Big Thunder Mountain is probably my favorite ride. We (Ashley and Kala) took many awesome pictures.
When I got back there wasn't really time to relax, three days after was Hanna's Wedding! It was beautiful. It was at Snipes farm is Carboro and the Ceremony was outside and the reception in the old farmhouse. There were a million sparkling lights everywhere. I cried the whole time during the ceremony. Also I got to catch up with some friends who I haven't seen it years which is always a party.
Now that that is all over with it is back to reality, which lately has been laying by the pool, playing xbox and watching 90210. Starting next week is REALLY back to reality when I will hopefully be working two jobs and making money...not having a pay check for a month is awful.
Hopefully I wont have much time to post, but if i too i will try to keep you all posted....because so many people read. haha
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So this past week was pretty intense.
1 Exam Everyday
Work everyday except wednesday
Bridal Shower
Which was pretty fun, Hanna was so giddy and I think she is looking forward to two weeks from yesterday, just a little bit!
Broke my phone
had to buy a new phone
sold books back
checked out of the dorms FOREVER
Took mom to see Star Trek (not star wars!)
Very GOOD
Graduation
I did not cry...but almost
and now I am doing errands and packing for DISNEY
I am so excited, I am going with three amazing girls and oh yeah..i've never been.
So i'll update in like 10 days
sweeeet
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My poor beautiful phone is dead. Well it still works but there is a black mountain on the screen. I dropped in on my way to my car this morning, if that is not an FML, i donno what is. So i might just stick it out for awhile, until i can find a super cheap one. I found one i like on craigs list for 70. but i think i might wait until I hopefully get a second job (internship). If worst comes to worst i will go back to my brick.
The rest of my day was good though, even though i worked for someone who completely skipped work, at least I made some money!
I will maybe have pictures off alllll the head pieces that I made, I am quite proud.
I should be studying, but i'm so over school, senioritis has kicked in. next year will be intresting.
I am almost officially done with Junior year! ahhhh. Last day of class is done and now i just have one awful exam and four easy ones!
I'm really excitted about senior year, but really nervous. The closer i get there more scared i become that I have no idea what i'm going to do when i get out.
However, i did go to highpoint yesterday and will hopefully get a internship soon.
Highpoint was pretty amazing, it's HUGE. the market has almost thirty buildings, it was so fun to go and look at all the new things that are up and coming.
Tonight is First Friday, when all the art galleries open up downtown! Then to the bars! yayeee
In one week from today I will be done...execpt exams. and in TWO weeks from today me and my three bffs will be on our way too disney.
I was very productive the past few hours, I was up until 3am this morning writing a paper, and then went to ALL my classes, without a nap. Not only that i was in the darkroom for like 5 hours...and i FINISHED my project.
phew.
My final photo project was "living with boys". I have some really funny pictures, it was really hard to just choose five.
Rob wanted to blog today, this is what he has to say:
rob is awesome.
That he is.
now i'm going to go enjoy cleaning and my budlight lime while continuing to clean my(our)room!
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I'm going to the High POint Furniture Market next week and have no idea what to wear....i wish i could go shopping for some new khakis!
its only like 15 dollars, i feel like i need it. haha
With this and/or my orange sweater
And some new shoes
How does someone order AND pay for something and just never pick it up and think its MY responsibility to get them to them
AHH
I do not even know where to begin. It is not fair for parents to think its okay to pass of their problems on their children. It is not enough that I have to write paper after paper, spend hours in the dark room, and even more hours in the CADD lab, no every time i have a drink I'm supposed to consider if i'm having that drink because I want to, because I had a long day, because i'm upset or because i'm feeling pressured. Yes, some days nothing sounds better than a cold beer to end the day with (like today) so who's business is that? Mine. I'm 21, i'm responsible, i don't drink and drive, i never even drunk underage at bars.
It is just so frustrating that i can't even enjoy college sometimes because i can't stop thinking if what i'm doing is right or wrong.
Maybe one day my life will be normal
I'm going to miss this place when I'm gone
Who will I stay up to talk to until 2am for no reason?
le sigh
Now i know pretty much the last few weeks has been OHHH i'm so excitted to move...but i'm scared. I wont have a safe net anymore. I always had my dorm to come back to if i ever needed to. Now...i wont have that. I wont really have a space of my own for the rest of my life...execpt maybe that bangin bath tub. I'm getting my desk tonight, it kinda seals the deal. I am just not too sure about what to do with all my stuff. I'm trying really hard to get rid of some of my stuff, buttt i like my stuff. And I really am trying not to store stuff at my moms house because frankly I am trying really hard to get away from needing that. I dont want to have to make a trip to get a sweater, I sometimes wear sweaters in the Summer, i don't want to stop that! haha
I know it will work out, but I am a little scared.
on another note...i bought these yummy looking bagqutte round things. I was so excitted, and what were they full with? SALT. I HATE salt. I just have a very LOW tolerance for it, so i can't stand it when stuff is salty.
oh well, i will live!
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Just three short *literally* weeks to go, and then exams. I can not wait. I wish there were more to talk about, but there's isn't. Other than the fact that i cannot WAIT to go to ikea and get a desk and finally settle somewhere. I'm so tired of coming and going, i just want to relax.
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We only have 16 days of classes left which is very scary.
16 days to complete 2 photo projects, 1.5 3D projects, 1 lighting project, 3 Materials quizes, 1 10 page paper.
AHHHH
and it's raining, i'm SO sick of the freakin rain, all it is is rain rain rain. It was sunny this weekend, where did that get it.
as of now, i'm still not registered for clases and i dont want to walk to ledford because...my umbrella is in my carrrrr
crap
I skipped class on friday and today. crap.
I will do better
I might also need to stop bringing laptop to Materials....my test was not fun today.
on the bright side (haha bright side) I'm making an awesome lamp. I will post a picture once i'm done.
I cannot wait to be away from girls who think that they are entitled to everything. I don't understand why "women" at this school cannot handle their own freakin problems, they have to go cry to mommy and daddy to fix it, really, i thought we were supposed to be adults here. *handle your own problems, you're parents were looking forward to this*
Also, PLEASE someone tell me why the hell you need to put flowers in a cup that i used to drink out of, really that's gross i want some water and now i can't, thanks.
and please please PLEASE stop turning OFF all air circulation in the dorms, its not healthy
AHHH
okay rant over
yaye for a stress free end of the week and looking for the crook
-caro
In SIX weeks i can move off campus! I'm really excited. Not that I don't love Meredith at all, but i feel like i've out grown campus life. I know that alot is going to change, and thats really scary. I think i'm ready though. It's so hard trying to balance between no worlds and not really feeling like you have a place where you can really feel comfortable. There is always something missing that you MUST have. It's actually gotten quite annoying.
BUT IN ALMOST ONE WEEK, my bff will be 21 and we will be able to go be hellions together! It will be a blast. So much is changing right now, and I'm loving every minute of it!
So yesterday i skipped all my classes, and feeling kinda bad about it I came up with an idea. I am going to give up skipping class for lent! Not only does this justify my actions for yesterday, but I will hopefully get in a good habit for the rest of the school year! Also, I'm going to start going to the gym today! I am so excited, I have always wanted to be a gym member and be able to just get up and go! For some reason I can't run very well outside because I find it really hard to breathe. So now i can do the machines.
I Will NEVER EVER EVER go to Rite Aid again.
I do not understand how they cannot grasp the simple concept of filling a prescription. First of all their phone service is so needed. It is like 10 minutes long of punching in number after number. They ask you to type in your phone number so that they can call you if they have any questions or problems. One would think that they would actually take advantage of this, do they? NO. They changed my prescription with the generic without calling. Now, that normally wouldn't be a problem, except it wasn't even any cheaper and most importantly it was a generic for a DIFFERENT medicine. By the time I got there, i didn't even have a choice but to take it because i needed to take it that day.
The pill made me so crazy and angry all the time for no reason. There is a reason i don't like to take prescription medicine, they screw with your brain.
Needless to say when i go pick up my NORMAL pills which they better have ordered for me, I will be angry, and I will never go back there EVER again.
CVS all the way.
In three weeks today, I will hopefully be in Baltimore! I'm so excited, I sure hope I get to go, I miss my fam so much!
Hopefully I will be able to go to the gym tomorrow, I think i can wear real shoes now. I haven't been in a week, but I don't have photo tomorrow, so it looks promising. Valentines is also comming up, I've kinda lost hope of a good valentines day. It's just never what I want it to be. And of course what I want it to be, is a surprise, or at least some thought. It always seems like our plans are so last minute, reservations are never made because we only try a few days before. And presents on valentines day are kinda dumb, all our holidays are so freakin close together that by the time Valentines get here, we're broke. I almost don't really wanna do anything this year, there's just too much pressure.
In other news i think my carpel tunnel is coming back, it's really random. I didn't really do anything different today, but god my wrist hurts.
I also reallllly wanna go to Vintage this Sunday...maybe someone will go with me.
I cannot believe I finally took the plunge. I went with my best friend and got my snowflake tattoo on Saturday night. It hurt ALOT, but i love it.
More to come later.
I'm trying to keep up with this blog. its hard.
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So i went to the gym yesterday for the first time in at least 6 months. I feel great. Even though I've pretty freakin sore, it feels good to go again. I'm thinking about joining a gym. I love going, and i really wanna go swimming! Plus i think it might do me some good to have a monthly bill to pay...but i dont wanna pay for bills! haha. Ohhh the problems of a 20 something, ah i'm old.
Rob's Bday is tomorrow, yaye i'm so excited to have a reason to celebrate and have a party. I'm ready.
Now i guess i should do some homework. I'm pretty behind. ick.
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sometimes i wish people would be more honest. Not just with each other, but with themselves. Going to an all girls school, i see it all but mostly a bunch of girls fooling themselves about what they want. We've all done it, I just thought we would've grown out of that by now.
I've been watching Brothers and Sisters all week, and crying pretty much every episode, i know i'm a sap. oh well. This past episode or two really got me thinking about life, i know TV speaks to me.
One this girl was making tea, and she talked about how just making tea can make someone feel better. It's just a ritual that makes you remember happier times. I totally get that. I think it is so great that after a long awful day I decide to go for a cup of hot tea instead of a beer or something. Pretty much every really good and bad moment in my life involves a cup of hot tea. My favorite memories growing up were coming home from school and having a bagel and a cup of tea, with or without my cousins. It was just so relaxing and calming. Then when I have gotten some of the worst news of my life, you make a pot of tea and sit together. It's calming. I think it's time to add a new mug to my collection.
Secondly, that girl who was making tea was this illegitimate child from their dead fathers past. Sometimes I feel like I am missing a whole half of my personality. One side It's like I was able to totally become my own person. I wasn't really forced into becoming anyone I didn't want to. Sometimes it is just hard to not wonder about who else is out there. It's scary.
Sometimes these things just kinda sneak through the cracks, and its becoming less and less. I'm waiting for the day where it wont effect me.
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This week has been FAR too intense. First of all, when i went to pick up my birth control they decided to give me the generic of a different type of pill, not even the one i'm used to. After four years they just decide to change it, and didn't even call me about it, i was beyond mad. Then all the different levels of hormones and such in these new pills were making me go crazy, I'm finally back to normal.
It was campaigning week at good ol' MC. It was pretty intense, much more so than it needed to be. The only people that were making it awkward and such a big deal were people that were not even running for an office. It was pretty lame, and very frustrating. Then poor Betsy (car) got sick and they called back and said it was going to be 2300, hell no. So rob and his roomie did some research and found a (hopefully) fix for only 20 dollars. So we will be doing that as soon as the part comes in.
Not to mention the only show that was new all week was Secret Life of an American Teenager, which is my least favorite of all the shows I watch...so I couldn't even relax and watch some good TV.
On the lighter note, life is not bad at all. School is going pretty well, my Car is okay for the most part. I still have really great friends and boyfriend, even when i'm losing my mind.
I am really going to try and update this more, its been awhile and alot is changing.
1. I am 21...i love it
2. I'm taking Core 400...really scary thought that I'm almost done
3. campaigning is for our SENIOR Year....ahhh
4. I'm trying to find an Internship..it's pretty hard
5. Photo class is awesome, it makes me pretty happy, but i'm pretty nervous about processing film again
6. Seniors did their 109th night (days left till graduation) next year it will be 110th night....ah
I want to go for a run.
