Fat Tuesday and Ash Wed

So yesterday i skipped all my classes, and feeling kinda bad about it I came up with an idea. I am going to give up skipping class for lent! Not only does this justify my actions for yesterday, but I will hopefully get in a good habit for the rest of the school year! Also, I'm going to start going to the gym today! I am so excited, I have always wanted to be a gym member and be able to just get up and go! For some reason I can't run very well outside because I find it really hard to breathe. So now i can do the machines.

Rite Aid=Death

I Will NEVER EVER EVER go to Rite Aid again.
I do not understand how they cannot grasp the simple concept of filling a prescription. First of all their phone service is so needed. It is like 10 minutes long of punching in number after number. They ask you to type in your phone number so that they can call you if they have any questions or problems. One would think that they would actually take advantage of this, do they? NO. They changed my prescription with the generic without calling. Now, that normally wouldn't be a problem, except it wasn't even any cheaper and most importantly it was a generic for a DIFFERENT medicine. By the time I got there, i didn't even have a choice but to take it because i needed to take it that day.
The pill made me so crazy and angry all the time for no reason. There is a reason i don't like to take prescription medicine, they screw with your brain.
Needless to say when i go pick up my NORMAL pills which they better have ordered for me, I will be angry, and I will never go back there EVER again.
CVS all the way.

Three Weeks

In three weeks today, I will hopefully be in Baltimore! I'm so excited, I sure hope I get to go, I miss my fam so much!
Hopefully I will be able to go to the gym tomorrow, I think i can wear real shoes now. I haven't been in a week, but I don't have photo tomorrow, so it looks promising. Valentines is also comming up, I've kinda lost hope of a good valentines day. It's just never what I want it to be. And of course what I want it to be, is a surprise, or at least some thought. It always seems like our plans are so last minute, reservations are never made because we only try a few days before. And presents on valentines day are kinda dumb, all our holidays are so freakin close together that by the time Valentines get here, we're broke. I almost don't really wanna do anything this year, there's just too much pressure.
In other news i think my carpel tunnel is coming back, it's really random. I didn't really do anything different today, but god my wrist hurts.
I also reallllly wanna go to Vintage this Sunday...maybe someone will go with me.

Inked

I cannot believe I finally took the plunge. I went with my best friend and got my snowflake tattoo on Saturday night. It hurt ALOT, but i love it.
More to come later.
I'm trying to keep up with this blog. its hard.
<3

work it!

So i went to the gym yesterday for the first time in at least 6 months. I feel great. Even though I've pretty freakin sore, it feels good to go again. I'm thinking about joining a gym. I love going, and i really wanna go swimming! Plus i think it might do me some good to have a monthly bill to pay...but i dont wanna pay for bills! haha. Ohhh the problems of a 20 something, ah i'm old.
Rob's Bday is tomorrow, yaye i'm so excited to have a reason to celebrate and have a party. I'm ready.
Now i guess i should do some homework. I'm pretty behind. ick.
<3.

Honesty is the BEST

sometimes i wish people would be more honest. Not just with each other, but with themselves. Going to an all girls school, i see it all but mostly a bunch of girls fooling themselves about what they want. We've all done it, I just thought we would've grown out of that by now.

Only Child Syndrome

I've been watching Brothers and Sisters all week, and crying pretty much every episode, i know i'm a sap. oh well. This past episode or two really got me thinking about life, i know TV speaks to me.
One this girl was making tea, and she talked about how just making tea can make someone feel better. It's just a ritual that makes you remember happier times. I totally get that. I think it is so great that after a long awful day I decide to go for a cup of hot tea instead of a beer or something. Pretty much every really good and bad moment in my life involves a cup of hot tea. My favorite memories growing up were coming home from school and having a bagel and a cup of tea, with or without my cousins. It was just so relaxing and calming. Then when I have gotten some of the worst news of my life, you make a pot of tea and sit together. It's calming. I think it's time to add a new mug to my collection.
Secondly, that girl who was making tea was this illegitimate child from their dead fathers past. Sometimes I feel like I am missing a whole half of my personality. One side It's like I was able to totally become my own person. I wasn't really forced into becoming anyone I didn't want to. Sometimes it is just hard to not wonder about who else is out there. It's scary.
Sometimes these things just kinda sneak through the cracks, and its becoming less and less. I'm waiting for the day where it wont effect me.
<3.