Last week

In one week from today I will be done...execpt exams. and in TWO weeks from today me and my three bffs will be on our way too disney.
I was very productive the past few hours, I was up until 3am this morning writing a paper, and then went to ALL my classes, without a nap. Not only that i was in the darkroom for like 5 hours...and i FINISHED my project.
phew.
My final photo project was "living with boys". I have some really funny pictures, it was really hard to just choose five.

Rob wanted to blog today, this is what he has to say:
rob is awesome.


That he is.
now i'm going to go enjoy cleaning and my budlight lime while continuing to clean my(our)room!
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High Point

I'm going to the High POint Furniture Market next week and have no idea what to wear....i wish i could go shopping for some new khakis!
its only like 15 dollars, i feel like i need it. haha



With this and/or my orange sweater



And some new shoes

MEredith crap

How does someone order AND pay for something and just never pick it up and think its MY responsibility to get them to them
AHH

I'm not an alcoholic, I'm a college student

I do not even know where to begin. It is not fair for parents to think its okay to pass of their problems on their children. It is not enough that I have to write paper after paper, spend hours in the dark room, and even more hours in the CADD lab, no every time i have a drink I'm supposed to consider if i'm having that drink because I want to, because I had a long day, because i'm upset or because i'm feeling pressured. Yes, some days nothing sounds better than a cold beer to end the day with (like today) so who's business is that? Mine. I'm 21, i'm responsible, i don't drink and drive, i never even drunk underage at bars.
It is just so frustrating that i can't even enjoy college sometimes because i can't stop thinking if what i'm doing is right or wrong.
Maybe one day my life will be normal

Sad

I'm going to miss this place when I'm gone
Who will I stay up to talk to until 2am for no reason?

le sigh

Fear

Now i know pretty much the last few weeks has been OHHH i'm so excitted to move...but i'm scared. I wont have a safe net anymore. I always had my dorm to come back to if i ever needed to. Now...i wont have that. I wont really have a space of my own for the rest of my life...execpt maybe that bangin bath tub. I'm getting my desk tonight, it kinda seals the deal. I am just not too sure about what to do with all my stuff. I'm trying really hard to get rid of some of my stuff, buttt i like my stuff. And I really am trying not to store stuff at my moms house because frankly I am trying really hard to get away from needing that. I dont want to have to make a trip to get a sweater, I sometimes wear sweaters in the Summer, i don't want to stop that! haha
I know it will work out, but I am a little scared.

on another note...i bought these yummy looking bagqutte round things. I was so excitted, and what were they full with? SALT. I HATE salt. I just have a very LOW tolerance for it, so i can't stand it when stuff is salty.
oh well, i will live!
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just keep swimming...

Just three short *literally* weeks to go, and then exams. I can not wait. I wish there were more to talk about, but there's isn't. Other than the fact that i cannot WAIT to go to ikea and get a desk and finally settle somewhere. I'm so tired of coming and going, i just want to relax.
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sweet sixteen

We only have 16 days of classes left which is very scary.
16 days to complete 2 photo projects, 1.5 3D projects, 1 lighting project, 3 Materials quizes, 1 10 page paper.
AHHHH
and it's raining, i'm SO sick of the freakin rain, all it is is rain rain rain. It was sunny this weekend, where did that get it.
as of now, i'm still not registered for clases and i dont want to walk to ledford because...my umbrella is in my carrrrr
crap