done freaking out

I think i have a plan. Well i DO have a plan, i just hope it works, i have to talk to some people in the next few weeks, but i'm pretty happy about everything. I know i just have to be patient and know that everything will work out. I'm slowly starting to take care of my self. I know that I have had a lot of help from people, mainly one person and I greatly appericate it, but I am really hopping to be able to stand on my own two feet soon. It might take awhile before this can happen, but I know it will happen soon.
On another note I think I am ready to just graduate, I'm not really too excited about actual Senior year. I think i'm just worn out from all our (many) traditions. I know that it will be a fun year, but I really just want May to get here so I can have a huge party and then get back to reality. I just don't like having a plan. I am trying very hard to not wish this time away because I know I can never get it back, so i'm just trying to get through.
Now I need to run to the bank and watch a movie in bed since i got about, hmm, 2 hours of actual sleep.