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This week has been so long and I have been so out of it, that I just posted about my weekend twice...fml.
oh well it was a really fun weekend...
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New Things

This past weekend/week has been so crazy, I'm not quite sure where to start.
My really good friend Jesse turned 21 on Sunday, so naturally we had to have a party. It was so much fun to finally be able to go out to bars and clubs with her, I'm pretty sure she had a really good time. I am so excited about the up coming and going out!
Sunday I had a whole list of stuff I was planning on doing...I didn't do any of it. I slept around all day and then Carol and Em came over to watch Entourage and True Blood.
Monday after work I went to VC's lake house, which is so much fun! It was the first time I had ever been on a speed boat and it was just so relaxing to sit out there in the sun. I did see a gator though...in the canal behind the lake, so that's a little scary.
Next week i'm only working one job YAYE! I cannot wait to be able to have some free time and get ready for school.
3 weeks. AHH.

Worn out!

I really do not know why I felt the need to stay up until 5:30 twice in a row, but I did it, and now I'm paying for it! I am worn out! This weekend was so fun! I love just hanging out and relaxing with my friends/roommates...which is just what I did on Friday night. And then huge amount of partying on Saturday night. However, Sunday was just as good because I did nothing...I should've at least done some laundry...oh well!
Today I'm going to the lake with Carol, VC and Lindsay, i'm really looking forward to chillin and doing nothing.
This week is pretty much the last week of Summer Camp at Raleigh School of Ballet, which means summer is almost over. I really had a lot of fun this summer, just wish i took more pictures to prove it! Next week is going to be amazing because i only have one job for the week! SWEET. Maybe i'll actually be able to make it to the pool a few times?

BRIGHTNESS POST

My feet really hurt from wearing heels on Saturday night...but at least I didn't sprain my ankle!

(iwishiwasatcomiccon) i'm a nerd

Soooo yes I wish i was at Comic Con, that would be so much fun! First and foremost because of the fact that Disney has a panel and is discussing both Alice in Wonderland and a Christmas Carol. I am So beyond excited for Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland. I know alot of people don't really care for Tim Burton, and alot of people probably wont like what he is going to do with Alice, but I love his direction that he is taking on it. I think the acting will be amazing and all the sets will be beautiful. I love the original Alice in Wonderland, but I think this will be completely different, see as it is a "sequel". You just have to think of them separate and not think that he is trying to remake the cartoon.
Also at Comic Con there are discussing Tim Burton's other movie "9" which also looks good.
There is a Dexter panel with Micheal C. Hall. Dexter is just phenomenal, I really want to read the books, I think that it would be really interesting. Also, speaking of books, there is also a True Blood panel. Yes that show is amazing, you can't deny it.
Not to mention it would just be fun to see everyone dressed up, meet people and find out even more things that I am interested in. There is also talk about Iron Man 2 there and perhaps a "300" 2?

i'm done nerding out now but one day I will go to Comic-Con and it will be awesome!
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Caro

Brighter outside

quicky....it was really crappy outside on monday and I had to work all day...but on the brightside it will be nice out next monday on my day ofF!

not ready

I don't think i'm really looking forward to school starting. I'm finally starting to get into the groove of summer. But now i'm working on schedules for August, back to planning socials, and i'm sure will be attending a bunch of unnessary meetings.
a normal week would look like this.....



everyone who goes to Meredith, however, knows that this will not stay so empty. There will be meetings, practices, socials, and late night trips to cook out.
saying it that way sounds fun...but not when you stay up until 3am doing homework and then wake up at 7 for class....fun!
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Technology

Technology can be such a wonderful this, as I am just discovering this with my new phone> It is amazing how much i depend on it, i'm either on the computer, watching tv or playing a video game. I listen to my ipod in my car and while i'm at the gym. Somehow though i feel as though technology is taking over, i know this is a common theme and that everyone says this, but just today it "clicked" for me. I talked to my mom for her first time on G-Chat today, she is in Canada right now visiting family. She ended the conversation by saying "later". My mother just told me Later...not bye, have a good, or love you...but "later". I think it is absolutely hysterical that she said that, but it's crazy that I havn't said more than 3 sentence to her in almost a week. She said she'd email me. I admit that i'm guilty of this too, everyone knows that when you need to talk about something difficult with someone it's easier to do it via AIM than in person, let alone the phone.
Really I feel as though I give up a "certian" amount of technology, I try to not depend on it...which i do. but the kids growing up just get a PSP thrown in their face and are told to be quite.

maybe there is still hope...
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Deal

So i really can't resist a good deal. I love finding something awesome on sale. I love outlet shopping and can always talk my self into getting something if its on sale.
last week i went shopping and decided to go to Anthropolgie because they just opened a store in Southpoint, I really wasn't planning on getting anything, even the sale rack was beyond me, but then I found the most amazing black cotton dress for 20 dollars, needless to say i got it. I can't wait to wear it for my friend's 21st!
Well last night rob's sister was so nice enough to tell me about the Real Simple subscription for 5 dollars! I am so excited for this next year! 5 dollars is less than one issue at the store, so i got it!

Now if only i had gotten those shoes at Urban that are now not one sale....le sigh
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done freaking out

I think i have a plan. Well i DO have a plan, i just hope it works, i have to talk to some people in the next few weeks, but i'm pretty happy about everything. I know i just have to be patient and know that everything will work out. I'm slowly starting to take care of my self. I know that I have had a lot of help from people, mainly one person and I greatly appericate it, but I am really hopping to be able to stand on my own two feet soon. It might take awhile before this can happen, but I know it will happen soon.
On another note I think I am ready to just graduate, I'm not really too excited about actual Senior year. I think i'm just worn out from all our (many) traditions. I know that it will be a fun year, but I really just want May to get here so I can have a huge party and then get back to reality. I just don't like having a plan. I am trying very hard to not wish this time away because I know I can never get it back, so i'm just trying to get through.
Now I need to run to the bank and watch a movie in bed since i got about, hmm, 2 hours of actual sleep.

lost.

I really don't know what i'm going anymore. I feel like i'm just going through motions and nothing is actually getting done. I don't feel like i'm moving forward. Worst of all is i feel like i'm losing everyone around me because i don't have time to make a phone call let alone meet for diner, I can't keep going like this. School could not come sooner. So i could get some free time back (yeah right). I just don't know what to relay on any more. Everything seems to always come back to me because i'm not putting in enough effort, but i have to work. I don't really know what else to do, but something needs to drastically change or I am going to lose it very soon.

Where is the brightness?

So i know i promised a brightness post...sorry i have been sucking but here are some things.

I have been working alot, but when i am home i enjoy just relaxing instead of getting bored

I really miss my friends who i havn't seen in like two weeks, but i have made some really fun new ones!

I don't get to spend enough alone time with rob, but it makes it when we actually do get those few hours even more amazing.

Well i think that is about for now. I am still trying to keep looking on the bright side, which is hard sometimes.
But right now i need clean clothes so i have to do some laundry!
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Life goal

I want to be able to vote in the next election.

sorry

I know its been awhile and I really don't have much to say, execpt for the fact that i was bored and found this:


I am in love with it, i first saw it as a center piece on a table at a wedding, which i would totally copy but the cheapest i can find is like 30 dollars, but flowers would probably be that much anyways, and i can keep the candle holder, but either way i want one.

Not to mention i LOVE ghost chairs



I want two as the head chairs in my house, which might not match a nice huge oak table i also want, but i will find a place for both. just you wait!